I want to blog. I itch to blog. But now that I’m sitting down, giving myself time to write but I kinda feel like I’ve forgotten how. I’d like to write about what I’m grateful for today, since my last post was such a downer. (Not even going to link to it.) 😛
Today I’m grateful for those times when I am without, because it reminds me of how much I appreciate what I have, when I have it.
I thought I’d lost my iPod today, when really it was just another case of the Reverse Mary Poppins Purse. The past life of my iPod — and the horrific possible future-life of my iPod, if somebody found it and looked/listened through it – flashed before my eyes today. I was able to reconcile myself to the possibility of having lost it, and then I wisely tore my purse apart (not literally — though I am sometimes tempted).
I’m usually at karaoke right now. I sacrificed my karaoke night because of a change in tutoring schedule and a need to catch up on planning. I already miss it. But it makes me grateful for when I do have it.
I don’t drink as much water as I should, but the moment I know I don’t have access to water, I panic. Especially if I’m in the car. For some reason I get mad thirsty when I’m in the car.
Hey, I mean, it follows! These days I am always hungry, so I am grateful for every morsel that crosses my lips.
I’ve recently discovered that daily exercise is a lifesaver for me. It’s a pick-me-up that can really make or break my day. Lately it’s been Zumba. One morning I woke to the Zumba Xbox game music circulating through my brain, and my body started itching to dance!
I don’t get too many of those these days. I don’t watch them because Brian doesn’t like them, and I know that if he felt obligated to sit through one of my romantic movies, then I would be obligated to sit through one of his blow-people-up or zombie/alien/ghoul apocalypse, etc movies. And, no thank you. But sometimes I can get away with one on Valentine’s. Or my birthday. Or I can watch it alone. . . and cuddle with a cat or Bowser. (Brian, I hope you’re reading this and that you suddenly feel inspired to watch a little something/something. . .)
Ah, how I miss daylight! I miss my sun! Daylight savings time, when art thou?? It’s been pretty rainy/snowy lately, so I am ecstatic when the sun breaks through the clouds every so often.
Yes, everyone needs their alone time and some peace and quiet – and sometimes I even want to kick Brian out of the house for a while! But when he’s not around, I miss him.
I recently stopped my masochistic internal berating rant at myself for not being a “good writer” and writing every day. So, now that I haven’t been, I miss it. I don’t honestly even know what I’m supposed to be doing or want to be doing with writing anymore, but I know that I’m unhappy when I don’t do it for a while.
I love it, even if it’s borrowed, like right now. I love, love, love my free time. The best part of my day today was sitting on the library bench, doing nothing, just waiting a few minutes before seeing my next tutoring student. Sometimes you just gotta slow down for a while.
**(And I just looked up the spelling of “i” –type Apple products today with one of my tutoring students because he was using it for his paper that compared an iPhone and Galaxy XS – or something like that — phone. I was going to check the spelling on my iPod. And that’s when I realized I couldn’t find it. And that’s all I could think about for the next 5 minutes – in the middle of a tutoring session. So, while trying to work with a student, all I could think about what wanting to turn my jacket and purse inside out and then transporting magically to the school I just came from so I could turn the whole fricken’ building inside out. And this is the longest parenthesis ever. That’s why I starred it. And then put it at the end of this blog.)