Posts tagged ‘imagination’

Zombies

I had a dream this morning that I was in some kind of videogame (more like live action play), and I was aware that I was now on the zombie level.  The zombies would be waking up soon, and I needed a gun.  Then I had a gun and needed to figure out how to work it.  I ran out of the house, hoping to buy myself some time.  Then they were coming at me.  I was shooting at them but missing, almost as if something inside me was making me miss.  I ended up waking myself up from the dream.

I know what the dream was about.  It’s about those monsters inside me, those aspects that should really be dead but that I’m keeping alive.  In class today we shared our inner monsters.  We’re now working on imagining how we actually do want to see ourselves.  I’ve been receiving “imagination” and “visualization” quite a bit from the universe lately.

And apparently the universe really wants my attention on this zombie thing because I had three references to zombies today after I’d had my dream: I noticed a paintball billboard for shooting zombies, I saw a sign outside a classroom that said “Zombies Ahead,” and one of my tutoring students talked about Plants vs. Zombies. I guess this is important. . .

Peace, love, and zombie-less-ness to you all. ❤

Dreamy Wednesday: Imagination, Good Naturedness, and Faith

Back to visit with ex-boyfriend.  Go to computer room.  Computer has been moved to different spot.  I question if he even lives in this complex/apartment/condo anymore.  I do find his room and knock.  There are multiple doors because nearby door is overlapping.  He calls out and says is in the bathroom.  Dog? at apartment complex when I come in to see ex.

Someone invites me to event.  I don’t think I can because of SOM Dreamcatchers.   But I think it’s ______  Sandy ._______.

Some dress-up thing.  We are all in costumes.  We are walking to somewhere.  I am dressed as Mother Teresa.  I question whether I have the headpiece on right (to look authentic).  I hear murmuring, at least one person (woman) recognizes who I’m supposed to be and says she loves Mother Teresa.

SOM is __________.  SOM Michael is there.  He looks different.  I tell him so.  I tell him that he looks more confident.  (Some event or something or new class has maybe happened.  I see Jesse (tall).  He has a BU shirt on.  It is from graduation.  90-something is on it.  Years and years ago.

Something about how classes were done and the quality of education.  Assessments?  I don’t believe my college experience was of quality. 

At large gathering.  Concert?  We are singing (whole crowd) along with video lyrics or screen.  A famous? guest woman is singing, too, but we are not matching with her; we are matching the recording.  (She is off from it.)  Whoever is running the show stops the whole thing because we are off.  They play another song, but none of us join in.  We don’t know the song.  Then they play another song.  I say I love it!  And join in.

I share something from my cousin Tyler.  His work.  Artistic.  Maybe __________?, too.  I appreciate the color.  It’s as if I am proud as if I was his teacher.  Person going around to have us present notices I’m off, asks if I’m ok.  I say I’m getting choked up (nostalgic?)  He says “Good” and smiles.

Symbols:

  • ex-boyfriend
  • computer room
  • non-existent computer
  • apartment
  • doors
  • bathroom
  • Mother Teresa costume
  • SOM Michael
  • Jesse
  • BU shirt with 90-something
  • concert venue
  • songs
  • guest singer
  • Tyler
  • Unknown male
  • work
  • work tables

Analysis

My ex-boyfriend was fairly non-expressive.  I remember wanting to hear more from him.  A computer room is a place for the computer, which is symbolically our brain.   My brain was not where I thought it would be. . . .  Something about a smaller space but kind of Universal Mindish with all the surrounding people living there.  A bathroom is for cleansing.

Mother Teresa is one of the people I want to emulate for my ideal self.  A costume suggests I am trying a new way of expressing myself related to her.

My word of the day was “Faith”, and I believe SOM Michael represents that, with the choices he has made in his life.  Jesse represents good-naturedness and innocence to me.  He is expressing learning, and the number may be symbolic, or else he is expressing learning from the past.

Many, many, many aspects of self are gathered together to harmonize with each other.  They are not in sync with this new imagined aspect.  There is a perfectionistic aspect there, wanting to start the show over.

My cousin represents even-keelness and good-naturedness.  This part of me was younger than real life in the dream — developing? And I am working with it, since I am the teacher.  Superconsciousness in the form of the boss, and it is pleased with the creation happening with this aspect of self, and my emotional response to it.

Summary:

We are going from a focus on the brain and lacking expression — which is unsuccessful — to trying myself out in the role of my ideal self (loving), to focusing on faith and drawing upon past learnings with the good-natured and innocent part of me.  Some harmonization is attempted and is successful with many aspects of self, but not regarding imagination; in fact — I am almost ready to scrap the whole thing, losing interest, but then I get reanimated again.  Finally, I have had some success in creativity and teaching myself, related to the development of even-keelness and good-naturedness.  My superconscious is overseeing this.

This sounds about like my day.  I am developing my imagination and creativity, and struggle through the ups and downs of seeming failures and successes. Looking forward to my dreams tonight!

Thankful Thursday: Abundance, Creative Ideas, and My Health

The word of the day again was “abundance”, and I am thankful for the Law of Abundance.

I had an abundance of ideas today, and I was super excited about them.  Doubt began to creep in, but I shooed it away.  What is the use of doubt?  Imagine a world with no limitations!  Whatever can’t be done today will some day manifest!

Sometimes my digestive system gets really funky on Thursday nights.  It reminds me to be grateful for my overall health.  I’ve been very blessed and very focused in my image of this.

Many blessings to you all. 🙂

 

Dreams: Auditioning and the Takeover?

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Image courtesy of franky242/ FreeDigitalPhotos.net

My dream was not as vivid this morning.  I think it’s mainly because my morning routine has been messed up.  I’m trying to get up early so that I can get a lot done in the morning.  I aim for 5:30 or 6:00 but actually get up at 6:30, which messed with my dream recall.

HOWEVER, I’m determined to start looking at my dreams, and I’m not going to use my struggle as an excuse not to start.  So, this is wrote in my dream journal:

Something about auditioning.

Something about being in a lower level.  Through wall windows or spaces I see dangerous people approach from above (stairs?)  I warn the female leader of our group a few times as I seem them approach closer and closer.  She is not concerned.  Finally, they come.  I believe they are all male, and we are female, and they intend to be our captors and have their way with us.  The guy who is matched with me does not seem overpowering, seems flexible, so I begin to take charge.  That’s all I remember.

Symbols: (using The Dreamer’s Dictionary by Dr. Barbara Condron)

  • auditioning — trying out/experimenting with imagination
  • lower level of building — lower level of consciousness, possibly unconscious
  • window — awareness
  • females (unknown) — unknown conscious aspects of self (since I am female)
  • males (unknown) — unknown subconscious aspects of self (since I am female)
  • intended deflowering — potential refusal to receive what the conscious mind is offering (since I am female; it is different for males)

Summary:

So, it looks like I am trying out the use of my imagination, but I’m not really conscious of it.  I have some awareness of my subconscious trying to manifest through me, but I am wary of it and rejecting it.

Connection to the last 24-48 hours

The day before I was mostly tutoring/prepping for tutoring, and I watched part of Inception.  The day before I watched an awesome documentary: Inner Worlds, Outer Worlds.  I also watched some documentaries on dreams, blogged about my intentions to share about my dreams, and listened to some great metaphysical discussions.

Perhaps the dream refers to my desire to share about my dreams and get connected to my subconscious.  Perhaps I am not as committed to my subconscious as I would like to believe, and I am unconsciously sabotaging it by not getting up on time in the morning.

It may also refer to my struggle with my thoughts.  My new affirmation has been: “This is the best day of my life!” But I’ve lost some momentum with that.  When I used the affirmation, my days actually were pretty wonderful.

Finally, it may also refer to my desire to be more creative — more journaling or sketching — but not actually doing it.

Application:

Tomorrow I will wake up at 5:30am.  I will make sure I sit up and record my dreams immediately.  Then, I will proceed with my planned morning schedule, including journaling/sketching.  I will continue to observe my thoughts, being thankful for everything in my life and affirming “This is the best day of my life!”

Subconscious, I am ready to receive!

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