It’s been a while since I’ve written, and I really need to write. So, here I go a ramblin’ a bit. Gotta get the juices flowing again. . .
First of all, I’m tired. It’s 11:35, and I should be in bed. However, I have a lot that I wanted to accomplish, and I got pretty much all of it done. There are a lot of exciting things happening this month, and I am really trying to put myself out there, get my face out there, take some activity toward my goals and toward being with people.
I actually enjoy my meditations now . . . to the point that I don’t feel like it’s an “exercise.” It’s actually a treat. Well, I don’t feel this way ALL of the time, but more lately. I’ve become more aware of my scattered brain, and I feel so at peace and centered when I do meditation and concentration exercises.
I’ve felt more at peace in general. Before I kept thinking I was supposed to be doing something else. Something BIG. Lately I’ve come to respect the importance of the internal world. I know that I am doing the work that I am supposed to be doing. The environment doesn’t matter. The circumstances don’t matter. The activity is important but irrelevant. I can complete the work anywhere. And I am grateful to be involved in jobs and volunteer work that helps me reach my ideal: empowering others so that they may become self-empowered.
My latest life lesson is on the necessity of positivity. I am receiving the message from all places. The angel numbers all point me in that direction. (A lot of 1’s with every combo — 2’s through 9’s!) I listened to Abraham Hicks this week — same message. Last night in Metaphysics class — same message. There is a part of me that doesn’t want to give that up; I have gotten very far by nitpicking. I have been able to push myself pretty far and to help others by finding ways to improve. But I realize I have taken it too far and that I sometimes suffer insecurity and from low self-worth. So, to make this shift I am adopting the following thoughts/affirmations:
- “I give myself permission to be positive.”
- “There’s some great things going on here! (or There are some great things going on here!)”
- “Everything is awesome!”
- “What am I grateful for today?”
I want to change, and I want to manifest. I believe it can happen.
Love and blessings to all of you beings of light. ❤
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