I’ve made it through something. Yesterday I experienced a huge dip. It started with a crazy dream (analyzed in Dreamtime! Episode 7) and ended with processing some unpleasant emotional experiences at work. In between I felt myself become despondent and wanting to throw in the towel for the day. Thankfully, my sense of obligation and pride in my attendance track record kept me from letting myself spiral completely downward.
Today I was a little more separated from the events of the previous day and did some more processing. I found some usefulness to my dream and appreciated the message.
I added 2 useful tools to my tool belt:
- Identifying with a strong reed plant — roots are firm, but the plant itself bends (but does not break).
- Affirmation: “I do not expect others to change.” AND “I excitedly anticipate change within myself.” — Thus releasing attachment to the free will choices of others while energetically, lovingly supporting my own free will choices.
In other news, I have temporarily given up the Japanese language and have switched my attention to Esperanto, a universal language created in the late 1800’s by a gentleman in Poland. I have already been navigating the language much more successfully that Japanese — finding it somewhat similar to Spanish — and now anticipate become trilingual much more quickly.
The major wedding plans are done. I am now waiting for some final decisions on pet care and on lunch reservations for after the wedding.
Past Life Crossing
I’m super excited to be getting a past life crossing with Brian this Saturday at 8:30pm! I will definitely have a lot to share then. We got the last one 3 years ago and were brother and sister (practically mother and son) — WEIRD! And we were to work on taking responsibility for our emotions. I’m hoping to see some progress there!
The most challenging part of my vision (up until now!) has been the time&money freedom and financial quadrants. I continue to be satisfied with my health, and I’ve made some great improvements in relationships.
My coach is working with me on visualization and strengthening myself in different areas of manifestation. Some clarity came to me today. In my vision I am on-line in the evenings (Monday through Thursday). I am making videos and hosting webinars, DreamBuilder™ classes, etc. During the day I work on content (including this blog), complete self-care, and enjoy activities like language-learning, reading, collaging, walking, etc. On weekends I’m retreating into nature or otherwise playing and rejuvenating (including my Brian date!) and/or I’m traveling for fun and business, sight-seeing, attending classes, giving classes/workshops, healing, etc.
I’ve been toying a lot with the idea of being completely mobile, but I feel it would present some challenges that I don’t want to deal with: i.e. not having a clear personal or business address,not having a home base for my pets, not having a place to store some things I’m not ready to part with yet (i.e. my photo frames from trips I’ve taken), etc. So, I’m not discounting it, but I’m not putting it in right now either.
I would also still like to be on Dancing with the Stars. That would be so awesome. And I’m definitely still up for the Kumano Kodo 2019.
How goes your dreamwork?? Much love and many blessings! ❤