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Archive for the ‘Dreams’ Category
Dear angels, God, Ascended Masters, Entities of Light, saints, Mother Gaia (Earth) . . . and any and all beings for the good of all concerned, thank you for another day and for being a part of it.
Today Sra. Cranky Pants is back (my alter-ego). It occurred to me a few minutes ago — after riding out another of my many emotional rollercoasters — that I could actually be grateful for these experiences. With this much emotional impact, I’m bound to grow. It’s even inevitable for me . . . even when I try not to.
Yesterday I got triggered multiple times, this after being slammed a few days earlier on Monday and Tuesday with some high emotions and tough karmic learning. I just wanted to quit caring. I visualized closing doors over my heart. It just felt like too much.
However, thanks to a husband who can’t accept “I’m fine. I really don’t want to talk about it” — both honest “Thanks” and sarcastic “Thanks” there because I actually really didn’t want to talk about it, and yes, there is still a little bitterness there — a lot of it spilled out. I didn’t feel great afterwards, but I would also like to quit judging myself, particularly on how I think I’m supposed to be for other people.
So, I’m still a little edgy today. The ten degree weather really isn’t helping because I’m a sun and heat girl, and I’ve decided I’ll be riding out Chicago winters until our dream of living mobile happens — which is related to yesterday’s triggers, so I won’t be touching on that anymore today, thank you!
And in other news — though I am thinking this may actually be connected to what I was just writing about — I am on Day 2 of Self-Healing with Reiki. I decided it’s time to advance to the next level(s) of healing, and circumstances are pointing toward Reiki at the moment (though I enjoy the Healing Touch Chakra Connection sequence and will probably end up creating some combo of the two). I’ve reconnected with my Reiki I teacher, I read through the entire Reiki I binder yesterday morning, and I am completing 21 days of the self-healing practice before I touch base with her again.
Sometimes you’ve gotta clear out the gunk so the light can stretch further.
Much love and many blessings. ❤
Dear angels, God, ascended masters, Entities of Light, saints, Mother Earth . . . and any and all beings for the good of all concerned, thank you for another day and for being a part of it.
I’ve had some interesting dreams the last 2 days. Yesterday I had a beautiful dream that I was back finishing the Camino (a hike in Spain). I just had a little bit left, and I would be going straight to the wedding when I finished. I realized I didn’t even have a backpack on. I guess I didn’t need it!
In this morning’s dream I was in a play with a girl role similar to the role I played in Back to the 80’s. During the first performance I nearly forgot a line and also forgot to put a microphone pack on, so I was yelling out my lines. At the end, one of my student’s from the School of Metaphysics came up to me asking me about translations of some of the words into Spanish. I didn’t understand why they were doing a Spanish version.
The first dream seems to show the transition between the Camino and my upcoming marriage — from one adventure to the next! The second dream has something to do with the field of imagination, communication, and forgetting the tools needed to voice my dreams.
I have recognized that for some time I’ve been in an unproductive state of mind. I’ve needed a mindset shift. I’ve been dancing along the edge but haven’t made the leap. Perhaps this is what my dream is about.
I am reading Your Soul’s Plan by Robert Schwartz and Light Emerging by Barbara Brennan. They complement each other well. My sister says this is the time of study for my astrological sign. This fits in perfectly. I’ve been itching to immerse myself in something. I love the concept of healing a person from a soul level, re-connecting them with their soul plan. Both of these books speak on this.
I still experience darkness. I am facing some of my “demons.” A big one right now is envy. I see commercials and Facebook posts of people doing something similar to what I want to be doing (like traveling and living in RVs). “Freedom” has been coming up for me quite frequently. I feel like I get restless so much more quickly lately.
What I’m reading tells me that the darkness is a good thing. You need to experience darkness to better understand the light, right? If this is what I need to realize my dreams, then I embrace it. This is what it looks like while it’s all coming together.
Much love and many blessings to you all. ❤