It’s Not About Me

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I’m facilitating an Artist’s Way group.

Today was the start date of official meetings.

In chapter 1 Julia Cameron introduces the “Censor”.

 

I did not expect

to come face-to-face with mine

outside the pages . . .

But instead . . .

inside, as group leader.

 

“You’re not doing well,” it says.

“Not enforcing the guidelines,” it says.

Then old memories resurface.

Of struggles

in other times I have lead.

 

Then, I want to hide.

I want to quit.

I want to lay down

and relinquish..

 

But Instead I breathe,

focus on my heart.

Focus on the others.

 

And  everyone seems happy.

They connect.

I see it now:  the group itself is a work of art.

The Creator spoke to me, and we made this.

And it is beautiful.

And I am grateful.

 

Much love and many blessings. ❤

 

 

 

 

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