I intend, intend, intend to post on here every day . . . I do! This post is to make me accountable. And get me back in the swing of things. In the metaphysics classes I’m taking, we’re focusing on how there is no “good” or “bad” in life. There are only situations that life brings us, colored only by our own perceptions. Emotions are connected to desires from our soul; they may indicate unresolved experiences from our past, lessons that we have yet to learn.
I feel like I’m being hit over the head with some lessons, and I also that I’m stuck, stuck, stuck in them, not moving forward in my growth. The first step is awareness, so I’m thankful that I have at least gotten that far. In my dreams this morning, my subconscious reminded me that I have some work to do:
It was the apocalypse, and the world was being consumed by fire (perhaps from a burning meteorite?). The weird part was that it was a Groundhog Day version of the apocalypse. Each time we started over on that same doomsday day, and I knew the world was going to end in flames. I vaguely remembered hearing a message from some man — a subconscious or superconscious aspect of myself, depending on who the male was — who was telling me something about how to prevent the event or maybe how to protect myself from it. All I could remember was the word “flame retardant.” (Cloth?) Each time I started over, I tried to figure out how to prevent impending doom. Each time I could see or sense the flames closing in. On one day I remember a female (conscious aspect of self) and me preparing for the end together. I believe we prayed or said/sang some of the songs from the Cantata together. We were indoors in a living-room-type area with large windows on either side. So, we saw the flames coming, and I was trying to comfort her. One one of the days I remember actually being consumed by the flames. (It was not as painful as I had imagined it would be.) And finally, in one of the last repetitions, some people were sending some people up in a rocket (probably to save them from the apocalypse). They were strapped in the rocket. I wanted to know why I wasn’t strapped in. They told me that I could just hang onto the rocket. This seemed ridiculous to me, and was NOT having that. (I’d take the apocalypse, thank you very much!)
I shared this dream with one of my classmates after our health class tonight, and we reached a similar conclusion: I am being faced with the opportunity for change (the fire), but I am not accepting the learning and embracing the change, the event is happening again and again because the universe is repeatedly sending me chances to learn, and I am repeatedly not learning!
So, yes, I have some lessons that fit right into that dream. (I know that I’m aware of the impending change — I could see it through those large living room windows!) So, more on that tomorrow. (Yes — I AM writing tomorrow!) 🙂
God bless. Be well.