I am observing my attachment to things these days. I am attached to this blog and missed it yesterday, but I think that’s healthy. Other attachments become a problem when I am not willing to let them go. I have become attached to people; I have become attached to events. I’m trying to realize now, fully, that the external is just that — external. What matters is what’s on the inside. I will not allow external circumstances to destroy my sense of well-being.
Today I was happier than I’ve ever been in a long time, and then my excitement was dashed to jagged smithereens. But I’m OK now. I may have another opportunity. I may find something better. Or I may simly find peace. Whatever comes, what’s done is done. It’s out of my hands — it’s over. I will move on.
Last thoughts/affirmations: I will not be attached to drama. I will not be attached to what I imagine other people are thinking.
I will be.