Have you ever had a good cry? I’ve had several, and unless I dwell too much on the original trigger, it’s a very cleansing and refreshing experience. I thought I would get one in this evening, but I waited for Brian to leave for his meeting, and now I don’t have it in me.
I think about my guardian angel sometimes, one of my spiritual guides. Amy, an intuitive, told me about her, and now I worry that she worries about me. Is that silly? I want to tell my guardian angel not to worry. Don’t worry. Don’t worry. I’ll be ok. Even when my world is spinning, and I’m losing faith in myself, I know deep down that I’ll be ok. Don’t worry.
But. . . if you’re not busy, it’s ok if you hold me for a while. Sometimes I get lonely and depressed, and I don’t know what’s going to happen next, and that scares me. So, if you don’t have someone else to attend to, you can stay for a while.
I’m just going to sit here. You can sit here next to me. Make some space around my cat. Cuddle up beside me while I just sit and be. If my cat can still look at me like that, I must be alright. If you’re still here to look after me like that, I must be alright.
Just be. Just be. Just be.