I am filled with sadness. I have said what had to be said to my partner. And he finally told me what was on his mind. I was pleased to know that he had some of the same worries as I had. . . I thought he didn’t care. But I was also stunned by some concerns that I didn’t share. What is to become of our situation? I don’t know what to think. Will my life changes. . . OUR life changes. . . tear us apart?
After my blue heron sightings, all I seem to see these days is birds. Are my guides trying to reach me? In the past 2 days I have seen geese, a sparrow, a seagull, and red winged blackbirds fly across the street in front of me. What are they trying to say? And I also noticed my 9:11 number as I drove home from rehearsal.
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME? If you are trying to tell me that my life is in upheaval, I know this. I hope you are trying to tell me that everything is going to be alright, because it doesn’t feel that way right now.